9:10 AM Sometimes it feels like I'm walking inside a dark, endlessly long tunnel. Suddenly, I find myself in the tunnel again and again. I forget about the sunny, happy days I've had and go back to the tunnel where there is no light, hope, fun, future, or rest. Nothing is permanent. No tunnel is … Continue reading November 14: Blue Sky is always there
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November 13; Everything comes from within
CARD OF THE NIGHT INDECISION I use my intuition in all aspects of life Your soul is Spirit manifest in this physical dimension. Even though you may feel limited by the constraints of your body, your connection to the infinite wisdom of the Universe is always available to you in the form of intuition. You … Continue reading November 13; Everything comes from within
November 7th: Purpose of Life
10:41 PM Finally, it was the end of the sage stick that I'd been burning through the entire 2018. Countless times this sage stick burned itself to purify me. Looking at the very last leaves of my sage stick, it made me wonder, did it really cleanse me? The real question is, Did I have … Continue reading November 7th: Purpose of Life
November 7th: Rituals of preparation
Morning Read Chapter 2 rituals of preparation I begin each day of my life with a ritual: I wake up at 5:30 A.M., put on my workout clothes, my leg warmers, my sweatshirts, and my hat. I walk outside my Manhattan home, hail a taxi and tell the driver to take me to the Pumping … Continue reading November 7th: Rituals of preparation
November 5th, 2018
Card of the Day GENEROSITY I give generously to those around me, no matter how much (or how little) I have. I know there is more than enough to go around, and that the key is to allow it to keep going around without stopping. If I stop the flow, I'm like the one person … Continue reading November 5th, 2018
Acceptance and Self-Love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQKNL6FQs4Y p.49 23. There was a danger that Chloe and I would trap ourselves in just such a Marxist spiral. But a happier resolution emerged. I returned home from the breakfast guilty, shamfaced, apologetic, and ready to do anything to win Chloe back. It wasn't easy. She hung up on me at first, then asked … Continue reading Acceptance and Self-Love
Having a dog for a few days
7:58 pm I LOVE HAVING THIS PUP IN MY LIFE! The last few days that I've spent with Chewie have been amazing. Chewie is a smart, loving labradoodle that I've been dogsitting for a few days. Once I read the article that dog owners are much healthier than those who don't have dogs. I can … Continue reading Having a dog for a few days
SURRENDER, let go of the control
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PnqZ6im1gsg CARD OF THE NIGHT SURRENDER I can release my need to control You need to understand the distinction between power and control. you have the power of internal control, but very little external control over people or situations. The majority of your external control is through the power of influence. You can lead by example. Every soul has … Continue reading SURRENDER, let go of the control
Purpose
CARD OF THE NIGHT PURPOSE I know what I am here to do You have chosen to reincarnate on Earth for one major goal: to express love in all that you do. The obstacles of this physical dimension can distract you from that goal, and it's easy to lose your way. Life on Earth is … Continue reading Purpose
October 9th, 2018
CARD OF THE NIGHT Service I feel good when I can help others One of the most evolved gifts that a soul possesses is giving of itself. There is a reason why it feels so good to give—it is because your soul resonates with that vibration. Your soul should be aware that it might currently … Continue reading October 9th, 2018